Kazuya Kamenashi
Alternate Universe / RP 18+/ Mature & Dark Themes
About
Biography;
Age 12: Kame comes to the realization that he's been different his entire life and comes out to his parents as gay. They reject the notion and grow more stern with him in hopes of setting him down the right path, creating a stressful and tense home environment.
Age 14: Kame had found himself a small support group of friends who had offered to let him couch surf with them in an effort to not have to go home every night. He eventually began skipping school to start making money by getting paid under the table at a few different establishments.
Age 16: Kame officially dropped out of school and was disowned by his parents. He began experimenting with drugs and ended up losing his virginity to a much older man that offered him money, drugs, and a place to stay.
Age 18: Kame found himself with a drug habit, using cocaine as a means to numb himself and keep himself thin. He had developed unsafe eating habits in an effort to maintain his slender physique to be more attractive to older males. His main source of income was through his position at a host club where he would occasionally engage in sex work to keep a roof over his head.
Age 20: His first stint in rehab due to his drug addiction and eating disorder. He relapsed quickly after his boyfriend at the time encouraged him just to go back to the partying lifestyle because he wasn't any fun sober.
Age 22: Kame left the host club in an attempt to find himself a singular sugar daddy that would take care of him, though it mostly became sex work again.
Age 23: He moved to Korea in order to move in with his on-again off-again boyfriend. After a very tumultuous and failed relationship, he moved out with meager means and remained in Korea where he now resides in a small apartment by himself.
Personality Traits
Kame has developed severe co-dependency issues; his addiction to cocaine and his lifestyle choices of jumping from place to place have made him latch to the first sense of normalcy he can stumble upon. His desire to be accepted and validated had landed him in a series of emotional and even physically abusive relationships that he is still trying to heal from to this day. Due to the nature of his work and the reassurance that he was desired or wanted, he very easily fell into being hypersexual. Sex is one of his biggest weaknesses, especially if there's praise involved.
With his insatiable need to be desired comes his inability to handle rejection. Almost every relationship he had been in had resulted in his partners leaving him, to which he would desperately beg to be taken back, promising that he'd do better. Constantly feeling misunderstood has lead him to be argumentative when he feels like he's not being heard. His sensitive nature has gotten him labeled as emotionally manipulative, controlling, and an instigator in starting fights.
Despite his rough past, Kame holds onto the determination that one day he will get his happy ending. As a hopeless romantic, he feels in his heart that he has a lot of love to give, if only he could find someone willing to take it and be gentle with it.
The Untold
When Kame was younger and knew that something was different about himself, it wasn't just about his sexuality. When he was 22, he had found out that he was actually born Intersex, a detail he has not shared with anyone. While he presents and identifies as a male, he does have non-functional ovaries. The only physical indication would be his small package and the fact that he orgasms dry, which he tends to keep covered during sex for the most part anyway.
OOC/Rules
1. All interaction is in character unless prefaced by brackets.
2. I prefer third person, past tense when writing. I’m okay with either semi-para or para, even novella if applicable.
3. I am open to plotting, please just DM me what you might be interested in writing out.
4. Kame will be a handful from time to time, but any drama can be discussed beforehand or during an altercation.
5. If you are interested in a non-AU where Kame is an idol, please let me know via DM and we'll see what we can work out.
6. I have very few limits on what I will not write. If you have dark plots or suggestions, please throw them my way.
7. though Kame is currently residing in Korea, I have him travel back and forth to Japan. If you would like our muses to interact and have them geographically separated, please just assume they’re where your muse is to avoid traveling scenarios or long periods of time between interactions.
PLOTS DESIRED
Please note that these are just storylines I would like to explore. They are not exclusively what I'm looking to center Kame's development around. I'm more than happy to just see where things go interaction to interaction.
Sugar Daddy
Given Kame's current financial situation, he's always on the lookout for quick ways to make cash. While he appreciates lavish lifestyles, he's mostly looking to get constant attention out of it and someone to take care of him. Can be short term or long term. Open for discussing details.
Drug Dealer
With Kame's relapsing back into drug use, he'll be looking for connections in order to supply him with a pick me up now and again. This can be pre-established from his past or someone new who takes an interest in him, whether it be for companionship or friendship.
Kept Secret
Looking specifically for someone who's interested in dating Kame but not wanting to be public about it. He can be someone on the side, or perhaps the person seeing him is closeted and doesn't want to come out. Details can be discussed.
Dominance
It can start as a hookup or even transpire into dating, but things start to take a dangerous turn when the dominance is exercised outside of the bedroom and turns into overly controlling.